Now I come to the deepest wound. Has there been a Judas in my life like with Jesus? Has there been anyone whom I chose, whom I drew close to myself, to whom I have revealed my secrets and who, in turn, has betrayed me? Sold me out? Sadly, such people exist. They have been in high places. They have had important positions. They have set me aside to gain their goals. They have conspired with others.

I have been an embarrassment to them, a piety that seemed only for those who could not understand the theological truths. They did not want to be identified with Marian piety. They would write their books and give off their theories, as if the people needed their knowledge. But me you did not find among their thoughts. They betrayed me, shutting the doors and leading many on fruitless journeys that led to nowhere.

I do not say this to condemn, nor have I dared to mention names. That is not my purpose. I speak so that these blindfolds can be removed, and so that the sterility of their thinking no longer destroys the harvest that can come forth.

In these locutions, I place forth a deep and fruitful theology, one that goes far beyond the light of reason, even reason guided by ordinary faith. I open up great vistas of truths. I speak this way to attract everyone, both the simple soul who delights in my truths and the educated person who realizes that my teachings go far beyond the usual theology books.

I want to sweep away all obstacles to the Fatima messages, especially those that arise from any complaints about their theological depth. I am reopening Fatima. I am presenting it again, clothed in the deepest theology. I will not allow Fatima to be set aside, even if I must personally debate all those who dismiss it as merely personal piety. They are my Judases.